Life <3

This weekend i'm going to WH!!! The levieres are going to be there!!! So i'm siked. We went to WH like 2 weeks ago. It's so nice being able to go alot.

I'm still trying to get done with school :( Hopefully next week i'll start finishing up some subjects. Summer camp is in 1 month. I'm so excited.

Hunter and Judi were here this past weekend. We had alot of fun with them. We got to go to the meadows :) I have to say that The meadows is almost as good as J&Ts but they dont have a black rasberry so J&Ts is still better.

We went to Smicksburgh and it was so cool seeing the Amish. We went to a couple of their houses looking for furniture!! It was so cool!!!

My room is adorable but i'm not putting pics on the blog till it's clean :)

O and 1 more thing....Kris Allen is amazing :) I so want him to win!! I really don't like Adam so hopefully he won't win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PA

So we're in PA! WE got here tuesday night and there were people from the Church here to help. We got the truch unloaded in about 3 hours!! So now we have to unpack :( My room is pretty much done :)

I start school monday :( But I did pass my test!!!!! So I am officially done with 8th grade but I haven't finished my books yet :( So yeah thats my life hopefully I will be able to post pics of the house soon!!

Carly and Ben

This weekend Carly and Ben are here!! So that's exciting!! I have been packing my room and alot is packed. Of all the hings to be sad about with this whole moving thing. I'm sad about NW. I keep telling myself that God has other plans for me but it still stinks. It's also really sad leaving everybody :( We got my Iowa testing scheduled for the 30th of this month.
Well I better go. We're going shopping!!

Moving

So in case you didn't hear.....I'm moving to PA. I'm super excited but I'm also very sad. I hate leaving my friends and family here but I can't wait to be near my friends and family there. So I have a lot of mixed feelings right now. So I think I'm going to start blogging again!!!!



While I was in PA I got to go snow tubing!! It was really cool and the people I went with were really nice. I don't think I've ever been that cold in my life though!! While I was in PA I also got to go to my g-parents and my Aunt and Uncle's house!! So it was a good trip!!



Sorry for the randomness. Maybe next time I'll have something cool to say!!

Pain

Wow it's been forever since I've written on here!!!! Life has been so crazy!!! Anyways.....

A couple nights ago I went to sleep with Emma's monkey. The monkey that had been in a plastic bag to keep Emma's smell safe. I went to smell it and it didn't smell. So I asked my mom for Emma's Elmo....it didn't smell either. Those stuffed animals had been my encouragement. I would smell them and realize that this really did happen to us and Emma had really lived. So losing the smell really hurt alot.

I will never forget Emma and can't imagine what my life would be like without her.....

The other big thing in my life right now......New Way auditions are soon and I'm beyond nervous. I want to make it so bad. I'm auditioning November 1st........So scary!!!!
Well I don't have much more to say.....
P.S Congrats Heather and Link!!!

People

FRUSTRATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Vietnam Poverty

I was looking at our pictures from Vietnam the other day and found this picture. Over the past 2 months I had forgoten the poverty over there. This picture is of someone's house!!! Their HOUSE!!!!!!!!!! I got upset the other day because my parents might get rid of cell phones and direct tv. Then I saw this picture and started remembering the poverty. When we were there I was all about never taking for granted what I have. Yeah right. We got off the plane and all I wanted was starbucks. $4 that could feed a family a meal I was spending on a drink!!!! Don't get me wrong I love starbucks (especially when I get giftcards there. Because then I don't feel guilty) and I don't think I should put myself in total misery to help the poor but I do want to start saving some of my money and actually do something for the poor. I'm sorry to bore you with my thoughts......